Last nite

yesterday was rainy and cold, like a Seattle winter day. Went to see Denis. We got pleasantly drunk, fuck, we were gonzo hehehehehe. Sold the first copy of the first edition reprint 'The Illuminati Connection' to a good friend. That sale gave me the dollars for the days sustinance.

Came home to John Henry and we curled up in bed and went to sleep.

Getting ready for my first art exhibit in canada at the gallery.... The theme is people... I'm sure to be a hit, HA! Told the gallery owner that I make mummies and dead guys, body parts etc...

So fucking what, I LOVE the DEAD! What most people find morbid and disgusting, I see beauty in... I have died many times and feel a kinship to death. It helps me live. I died in Texas on Aug.13, 2000. My only legitimate form of ID is a death certificate... I have cheated death so many times, stabbed, shot, blown up, car accidents, suicides, encountered serial killers, war etc.. Fuck it, DEATH is my friend.

(gee this entry took a twist hahahahahha (listen for scary music!)

Way i see it is if there was a God, he's scared shitless of me cuz of the lousy hand i was dealt in life... And if there is a Devil, he's scared shitless that I'll take over..... Thus I am blessed in being able to live and have NO fear of death or anything!

I will die alone in Moab Utah, overlooking the vast redrock, having a few beers and listening to my music. Then my friend will mummify me and place me in the crypt that i will make next summer. The crypt will house my car, instruments, cd's, books, and various items I have made over the centuries. it will be open for view and profit. Profits to go to private enterprises which take care of cats and kittens!

hahahahahahaha i am one morbid sonofabitch. Just the was it is when you enter this fucking sick and twisted hell of a world alone, live alone, and will die alone. So any reader stuck in the fantasy of religious fanaticism, FUCK OFF... Read yer Constitution and celebrate my First Amendment Rights....